Just here to say..

Just saw the bet awards..well sat here with it on mute while on the labtop..then i saw jan come out and it just really broke my heart to have to see her that way..as she was on the edge of tears my sisters eyes aswell as mine began to fill with water.


It doesnt matter that we didnt personally know mike he really did touch the lives and hearts of millions so 2 hear how some ppl have been reactin to his passin(rudely)really upsets me..i know im just a fan (more so of janets)but to see her and her familly sufferin from this pain just breaks my heart and i just cant understand how some people can joke around about him.the man is gone its about time he has some peaceful rest..


I think that janet said it best tonight "to all of you he was an icon,but to us he was family.."....that is so true we dont fully understand what they are going through but im sure we have all lost someone whom we were very close to so we can understand what kind of pain/anger/saddness they must be going through at this time..


I think after seein jan it really hit me that mike is gone.and what a great performer,giving loving man the world has lost..he was one of a kind with talent that no one could deny.these tenny boppers out here try but they cant touch him or for that matter the talent that the jacksons carry overall..


To the family i know this is very hard and i wont lie its not gonna get easier anytime soon but in time you will find away to deal with this..i only say this because i lost someone whom i was very close with when they were at the age of 53(very young my grandmother)and four years later to this day i have flash backs during the day mainly at night about her.but its gotten easier the family can bring her up without there being any sadness come out.we have now gotten to the point where we can bring up all of the funny moments and crazy times we've had with her.so i say to you just stay strong and pray every second of everyday that you will have the strength to continue on.


I love the entire jackson clan so if you dont have anything nice to say,dont leave it on my page or anywhere,where his fans/her fans can see it..its called being considered to others duh!

About to sign out now i just had to say that tid-bit.i hope you guys will continue to pray for their family as i will...


And to everyone else enjoy youre life and the people in it..as we have all have seen life is to short..i love all of my family and friends endlessly(even wen u guys upset me haha)..im gonna go back 2 watchin old jant stuff/re-read my msg from alyssa milano..it really got me outta my funk the first time so lets try it again..




RIP MICHAEL JACKSON 1958-2009 im sure ure up there moon walkin in heaven with them famouse pair of white socks with a stain never to be saw on them!



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Something Really Cool..

Hey dolls how are all of you doing? I hope all is well!

A couple days ago i had wrote Alyssa Milano after i had gotten over being shy thinkin to myself shes not ever gonna read this lol so i wrote a little simple short sweet msg (so that i wouldnt come off like a crazed fan haha)..and guess what she..she responded!!!!!!!!!!


Ive been watching some Janet Jackson videos online today alot of them some behind the scenes stuff and homegurl really had me cracking up gotta love her(iam still praying for you and youre family that you guys will get through this)when i was about to call it a nite then for some reason i thought hmm let me chck my email before i go 2 bed and there it was stating that i had,had a new msg from Alyssa Milano..i couldnt believe it i felt like such a lameo for the msg i had sent lol..if only i had known she was going to respond yall know i would have put my bdazzlin' spin on it rite ?lmao cdfu

Anyway that really made my night since i know we all have been kinda upset with the untimely passin of MJ..so i really really thanku Alyssa for writing me back you are such a sweet heart that was a really nice thing to do..you could have been like other celebrites and ignored it haha..i wish you happiness and a great career u seem 2 really care about your fans!!


Yall see why i like the ppl i like lmao..ie Janet Jackson she 2 cares a great deal about her fans as well as Alyssa Milano..love you guys both.


Everyone plz remember to keep the Jacksons family/Farrahs family in your prayers..pray that they will have the strength to get through this..


And to all of you who read my blog goodnite love to everyone smooches!



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RIP MJ..
















As we all know on here iam a huge janet/jackson fan and iam in so much shock and am saddend of the news that i heard this evenin..i cant imagine what they are going through but i ask all of you who read my blog i ask that u guys will plz say a prayer for the jackson family pray that they all will have the strength to get through this difficult time...

RIP Mj 1958-2009











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Say what..whose bday is today?!



Happy birthday to tha illest most dopest pup there is lmao..happy bday midnite u r offically one years old..you're a mna now haha..luvs ya bad butt!!!!





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Rant prt whatever lol..

Hey dolls so its now 1 in the am and i just cant get a few things off of my mind..ive realized that the reason why as soon as i know that a guy is interested in me i shy away and i make up excuses as to why i cant see them.when the real reason is that i never truely got over the only boy that ive ever really cared about and lets face it loved..


I really dont know why i still have feelings for him.it maybe that he still texts me from time to time and in my mind that triggers "o he still cares about me"..NO!so wrong.i dont think that he doesnt care about me.i just think he just doesnt care about the way that ive always cared about him.

I guess you cant truely move on until' uve gotten over the first.its just hard because i compare every guy i meet to himand i know its not right.its just i have to admit and i dont care who i upset but i have to be true to myself and maybe then ill be able to finally move on.i have to admit that i still care about him and i cant believe that after the ways he treated me/hurt me in the past i still just cant get him out of my system.i try and act like ive moved on and o i dont care about him we can just be friends or he doesnt have to be in my life..i need to stop lyin to myself!i know deep down inside he's the only guy that truely knows me and thats only because i felt some sort of connection with him something that i havent found in any other guy..

And here it is one in the morning and we are now talkin but i just cant find it in to confess to him how i truely feel.will that only make things worse?iam so confused on that,but atleast i know now what is holding me back from datin other guys..i cant help it i miss him..

I feel like iam about to start ramblin so im gonna go now and clear my mind while watching "whats love got to do with it"..i dont know why im watchin this movie i know i tend to get a little violent after i watch it lmao.well gonna go now nitey nite smooches and luv 2 all <3




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Splitsville...










Hey dolls hows it goin'?!

Just checked my twitter and just found out some news that i thought id share lol..

We all know about tha Jon and Kate drama right?!..well its official the two are appearently callin it quits after ten years and eight kids togethere according to people.com.wow this crazy i mean i seen it comin but i thought they would work it out..if anything Jon would want to work it man child support is gonna eat you alive lmao..unless they choose to have joint custody.which i mean come on would be the logical thing to do if you didnt have eight kids lol..Jon well no scratch that men alone can not handle more than one kid at one time..so goodluck with that you two Jon you're gonna need it lmao!

How do you guys feel about this or were you like the rest knew it was coming?haha..




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Shout Out..

Hey dolls whatzz up ?!

First of all id like to say happy fathers day to all my daddys out there i hope u guys have a wonderful day!!!!

Secondly id like to give my homie melissa a shout out HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURL!!!!!! lmao i think ive shouted u out just about every where haha..anyways i hope ya have a good day i luvs ya and chck ur email!!!!!!

Gotta run guys sorry for the short postings ive been leavin lately..but atleast its something lmao you guys have a good day smooches!!!



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Been Awhile..

whattzz sup dolls..sorry i havent been here in awhile!!!!
i haven't been that bizzy its just you know..kinda hit a little drought with the bloggin but im back now lmao..i don't have that much to say at the momet xcept that its friday and i want everyone to enjoy themselves and be safe!!!!
love to all smooches!!


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Chrishell Stause..






















hey dolls its 2am i was just browing the net and watchin todays eepys of all my children and one life to live.anyway this is a bad hoe(chrishell stause)this past year ive just been really drawned to her character on amc..she imo is a really good actress!..i think u dolls should check her out on abc daytime/soapnet at night.check ur local channels for showtimes!
well gonna go to bed now.nitey nite love to all smooches!







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Say What..













Say what..who is that leanin on so cool?!lol

Hey dolls just passing by to uploaad a pics i took a couple days ago..me and candy was being silly thinkin we "super models"lmao enjoy!













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Friday/Saturday update..

Hey dolls whatzz up!

Just got done postin another poem over @ www.get-to-know-me-poetically.blogspot.com !!(my mother and my friends really like them which puts a smile on my face..i just ask that you only read them and not try and pass them off as ure own..we don't need 2 say what will happen do we?lmao)

Anyway as for last nite i eneded up having to cancel :( so i didn't go out aww man!!and today doesn't look any better but we'll c lmao..i gotta jet now these fools are outside in the back doin lawn work..i do believe its hot as well u know outside lol..so i must go and check and them!


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Just Anothere Rant..

Hey dolls as always i hope all is well!


So today is friday and im just gettin up from a day of nappin' so that when i go out tonight i won't be to tired!!


I don't what it is ive just havent been able to sleep at night for awhile now..i had it under control for about a month..but this past week man its been tough..thank goodness there's been a week long marathon of roseanne because i don't know what i would be doin..what couting sheeps?!haha


You guys don't understand how boring this was..i mean i haven't even been wantin to eat..ive just wantin to lounge and eat ice cream from dq..so i guess i have been wantin to eat something just not like regular food lol..any favorites that you guys have from dq??(dairy queens)maybe that could open up my eyes and allow me to try somethin new besides lately these oreo/snickers blizzards..


Iam so feelin that song birthday sex..ya'll heard it before.."girl you know i-i-i"lmao i love it..thats me and candys song..i think what draws us to that song is that part..its so original ive never heard it in any song before lol..i like that song so much that i saved that part as my txt msg ring tone..can you imagine layin in bed and at like 8 o'clock in tha morning thats what u wake up to lmao..i love it..but my family hate it that i set my ringtones to an actually song becuase my phone usually goes off all day..that means that they have to hear those songs every single time haha..what's ur ring tone??


Well i guess im gonna head on over to my other blog and post some poetry(don't forget to chck it out ; ) *..you dolls have a safe and fun filled weekend love to all smooches*!



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Unlock my passion..

Hey dolls follow my new blog http://www.get-to-know-me-poetically.blogspot.com/ and unlock my passion..this pg is simply for whatever it is that i wanna say but my other one will be strictly for poetry and my writtings..so check it out and enjoy!(and yes all of it is written by me lol)




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Another day with me..

Hey whatzz sup dolls!

Not much to report lately.i know i understand i havent been givin ya'll much to read about..but things have been kinda slow around here!however i always have juicy wknd up dates for you guys and its approachin the wknd!!


So im just chillin at home right on loungin in this chair grubbin on my oreo blizzard from dq and about to watch big mamas house 2..gotta love that martin lawerence always gives me a laugh haha!


I really don't know whats goin with me lately ive just been cravin me sum dqs ice cream and not jiust any ice cream im talkin bout sum oreos..which is just crazy because i really and i mean really don't like oreos!sigh why am i so complicated lmao


I appreciate all of you guys that come back to read my blog and leave comments..u guys rock xoxo!anways i feel like iam about to start ramblin..so start tha movie..lights..camera..action!u dolls enjoy your day and be safe luv 2 all smooches!



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Its Raining Its Pourin'...

Hey dolls how are you guys?!i hope all is well


Well as for right now not much is going on.its very scary outside rite now lol..its pourin cats and dogs!!earlier it was rainin like these little white balls i suppose that would be call hail..aw man i would hate 2 be out there wen tha weather is like this.well ive gotta go now i put a pizza in the oven and its time 2 chow down so i guess i was just stoppin by 2 say "hey yall hey" lmao..and i haven't forgotten about those pictures or that lil' passion of mine i said i would let you guys in on.just gettin a couple things togethere first!


Have a nice day guys and be safe luv ya dolls smooches!


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Late Nite Posting..

hey dolls its late here but i just wanted to get sum ish off my mind!!


so i dont even know where to start lol..all i know i wanna say is that i really really dislike it when people use me and waist my time.and you (who this is about)may read this but i dont care.you're a useless person a liar and get your kicks on drinking and acting immature,and playin mind games with people who care about you.im just sayin that what people were tellin' me..everythings true..im so done with you lose my number dont' call/text and no we can't hang out!


I don't know what it is do i just attract loser guys lmao..i know i just said all that stuff up there but give me bout a wk or so 2 cool off and see if i really want this person outta my life..you know what they say don't make decisions when you're upset over something!



Anyway i just got outta tha shower and my ankles are tarin up itchin and for kno reason..i must have gotten bit by somethin..damn summer bugs got both my ankles haha..moving on how was everyones wknd?mine was pretty good.i just hung with tha gurls this wknd no boys just me and my gurls.we laid around friday nite n baked sum cookies and watched "hes just not that into you".i loved the movie it was so funny and true.however this one character was just a mess.so desperate for a man its gurl a man will cum for and be the one but until then just chill out lol.its sad that sum women really are like that tho.like they can't be by themselves.you gotta develop a hobby honey child!


So saturday was another day with me and the gurls we hung out played a few out door/indoor games.it was a nice day after the sun kinda went down cuz man that was burin a sista up haha.we went for icecream at dq i got me an oreo blizzard which btw they so ripped me off they didn't even fill it all tha way up im not goin back there(maybe).anyway i don't even know why i wanted one i don';t even like oreos hmm..lol..after me and candy redeemed ourselves by winnin the majority of the games, we watched i think its called "the great debaters" with denzel washington it was a really good movie.it had to be good it kept my attention haha..i know imma lil late on the movie but whatever..


That was pretty much ny wknd..pretty low key but it was alot of fun!and yes we took pictures ive just been so lazy lol..i will upload them soon...well im chattin with an old frind..no scratch that sister of mine so imma jet now..i had soo much i wanted to say but when i got behind the lab top it all just flew outta my head haha..i think next time im gonna introduce to you guys an old passion of mine that i used to do back in the day..what is it you say?..you're just gonna have to come back and find out..luv ya dolls nite and sleep tite smooches!


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Here to say..

Sup dolls just here to say hey to all my readers.been kinda bizzy but i will most def be back with weekend updates and more posts.in the mean time leave a commenet in the lets-connect box and ill get back to you!you dolls enjoy your weekend and be safe later!

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"Never letchu go"

"A funny thing bout luv we chooseIt ain't perfect but we do the best we can
Do U understand
And I luv U more than words can sayHere's to knowin that you'll stay with me
Through the complications
Baby what I'm sayin
I don't wanna give up on our fate
And I don't wanna think that it's too late
So if something is brokeLet me go and fix it
And if something is lostLet me go and get it
Cause I don't wanna stand when all is done
And I'll b next to U cause Ur the one
I said it twiceAnd I'ma say once more Ur the one I wantI'm never gonna lechu go
There are timesWhen I don't get around to say what I feel like sayinNooo
There are timesWhen it gets so hard I feel like I can't take it
U make me want U
And fight U
Luv U And despise U
Still when it feels like I ain't got nothin leftI remind myself that
I don't wanna give up on our fate no
And I don't wanna think that it's too late
So if something is broke
Let me go and fix it
And if something is los
tLet me go and get itCause I don't wanna stand when it's all done
And I'll b next to U cause Ur the oneI said twice
I'ma say once more Ur the one I want
I'm never gonna lechu go
Whao whaowhaowhaowhaowhao
I'm never gonna lechu go
Whao whaowhaowhaowhaowhao
Still when it feels like I got nothin left
I remind myself that I don't wanna give up on our fate
And I don't wanna think that it's too late
So if somethings brokeLet me go and fix it
And if something is lostLet me go and get it
Cause I don't wanna stand when all is done
And I'll b next to U cause Ur the oneI said twice
And I'ma say once more Ur the one I wantI'm never gonna lechu go
Whao whaowhao ahh ahh
I'm never gonna lechu gowhao whaowhaowhao ahh ahh"

-Janet Jackson


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Weekend Update..and my life

Hey dolls how was everyones weekend??


Mine was actually fun!so saturday we all went out and to my surprise it was the gurls who had flaked out and the boys ended up showin up to hang with me and two of my homies *hey gurl hey* lmao!its all good i beleieve we had more fun with them anyway!


We ended up playin a little bit of golfin and those damn boys are just so competive lol!yes that means i came in super last.ay nobody said i was no tiger woods ha.i have pictures from that night but its after midnight and i really dont feel like gettin up to get my camera then upload them to this pc so ill do it another day.i know lazy hu?


I told candy that i would shout sum people out who didnt show up or should i say never show up but what ever im over it lol.there is one person imparticular that iam glad they showed up.i dont know what it is that he has over me its just i can't even explain it.yes i know i said i kind of have this new guy but now all of a sudden my old i dont know i guess we can say love has just kinda popped back into my life.i thought that i had made a decision about who i wanted to be with and it wasnt him.i honestly dont know what it is but he has me now and i have signed sealed and delivered a flat out no,a relationship between you and i is not gonna happen to that well now other guy.


I know i shouldnt just throw away something that ive been workin on with someone else for this person and i dont know why i do it everytime he just wants to show back up in my life.im so confused and honestly i dont know what to do.i feel like i maybe want him because him and i have this history between eachother.i can see it like it was yesterday,the first time we meet and he slyly asked me why i didnt call him i answered with i dont have your number and then he wrote his number right there on the front of my desk! i know thats pretty lame lol but from then on i was a goner.who would have known it'd be three years later and i would have let him this close to me,this far into my feelings, and my life.


And it just frustrates me because everytime i feel like im finally gettin my life on track and i think im developin feelings for someone else,he just manages to work his way back into my life! i could just scream because i know he's not up thinkin about me as much as ive been thinkin about him, or maybe he is no scratch that its almost one am hes sleepin like a baby lol.


Oh well as usual my love life is in shambles.im gonna go now and not even try to figure this mess ive created out.o great looks whats on oxygen right now "cant buy me love"i dont even know what to say lol.on that note im gonna turn my elf back on lay back and relax.goodnight my lovely dolls luv to all *smooches*


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