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Hey guys finally got my blog set up through my sidekick perfect for times like this!
I just have so much on my mind right now that even I don't know where to begin.Of course without naming any names (i do like to stay private....right...lol)lets jump into it shall we?

First lets start with a question am I the only person sick of always having to be the "reacher"sort to speak?I mean its almost like if I dont reach out then theres nothing. I guess its not that big of a deal I just...maybe this post wasnt a good idea since I'm choosing to give up to many details it almost makes telling this story kind of pointless!Well maybe the "who's" Ima referring to will read it and catch a clue, yeah that's like slim to none lol

Its not that I cant give all the details its just those nosey people that know me know me that read my blog (which is cool I wouldnt have a blog if I didnt mind people reading it)however what I write about and the things that I say rather it be on here twitter or my FB is how I feel and I should be able to say whatever I want to say without YOU or YALL gossiping because at the end of the day just because yall know my fam doesnt mean you know ME.And dont say it doesnt make since because YOU know what Im talking about and YOU know it does ;).childdddd that really struck a nerve within me leave what I say where I said it lol...

Iam all off subject of what I initally wanted to talk about!see how my mind runs can't even keep my thoughts seperate!*screamssssssss*anywho this is really just a rant obviously see how choppy this post is.Getting back into the swing of things upcoming post will be an "update"so much has happened!


catch yall laterr

Hey guys how are my lovely readers doing? Me Iam pretty good :)

So I decided to get this post in kind of early because as of lately night time has NOT been my friend lol. I dont know I just get kind of down and my mind begins to wonder. I guess it comes from surpressing it all day long and when night time comes and everyone is asleep theres nothing on tv and theres nothing to do whatever you put off just kind of all comes out. So I figured tonight I can atleast knock a post out and watch a comedy to keep me laughing!

This post is really random just felt like I needed to say something that way I wont end up lying in bed tonight thinking of ALL the things I want to get off my mind. Trust me its alot that gets built up there and all seems to ONLY want to come out at night when I dont feel like getting out the lab top to blog about it and its beginning to keep me up.Shoot ya'll know I like my sleep thats why half the time I dont post for weeks lmao jk!

I thik that I should leave from here soon because I really have no clue where this post is going lol but before I go check out this HOTT new purse I just bought.Yes be jealous lmao







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So I was sitting here getting ready to watch a movie,yet I cant seem to focus because something is itching at my mind thus this post.


Something or shall I say some people are really bugging me. Its not exactly what they say (or lack there of) its more of what they dont say. (Refer to my earlier post where i stated "people should say whats on their mind no matter if it hurts the persons feelings"). I just have alot that I want to say, and not really sure how I want to go about saying it so forgive me for my rambling!

Lets just call the person uh Jamie therefore Iam speaking of either gender at once lol. Im really on the Border line of making a decision of if I really want these people in my life because for one I can already see the risk I will be taking as usual. We can just say Ive learned from my mistakes and am learning to block/see the bs form as it happens. What this (one) person has done has proved that the trust is slowly but surely slipping away.

Now I can be a full and play this ish to the left or I can address the issue head on. I dont know about you guys but i aint playing nothing to the left Im sorry but Ive asked the questons and you cant come up with the answers??? then its time for you to sweap dust. Why I ask can people pretend to be so busy? Im sorry but if you are not a DOCTOR on CALL im sure you have at least 2 hours to spare get out of here with all that lol!

Like I said these statments that Iam making are for either gender ( for people who know me so they wont be asking who you talking about? do I know them? lol)

As Iam writing Iam starting to feel much better to finally get this off of my mind. I guess you can say this is part two of my last post just more detailed :).There is more that I want to say but Ive gotten the more important things off of my mind now I can watch this movie without itching at my mind lol

A big fat BOOOOO to the lmaeo's who this post is about,even if I dont personally know you Im sure someone you know feels this way about you to lol!!!

xoxo to all my readers you guys are the BEST and you're comments are appreciated!!!!






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Just alot on my mind as of lately and I know its been awhile since ive done one of my heart fealt postings so its that time again lets get it innnnnnnn!

Recent events have just made me want to scream!You know what I mean?People for instant Ive learned a few things. Ive learned to let the past be the past. You cant change what happens or what is going to happen. Im for one am done with all the foolishness I dont need that extra drama in my life and Im to the point where if thats all you're going to bring then its time for you to leave. No I will not disclose any names because Iam not talking about one specific person Iam just speaking in general.

Anothere thing that bugs me about people is not saying whats on you're mind. Iam a strong believer in speaking ones mind.Sometimes I speak without thinking which can sometimes be a drag lol but hey atleast its out there.Dont leave someone in the dark no matter if it hurts their feelings truth hurts and I dont know about you guys but Id rather be told the truth rather than listening to lies.

I know my problems and am trying to work through them. I build up a wall as away to not let anyone in or to close to me. Its just a habbit from ever since I can remember. No nothing dramatic happened I just like to keep nonsense out of my life as much as possible. As of lately Ive learned how to let my wall come down while blocking out bs that may come with it!!!

Ill repeat again that Im not really talking about anything/anyone specifically just crap thats built up on mind over a few weeks and am now just getting around to letting it all out as best as I can.

Im enjoying reconnecting with old friends Ive had. I cant believe how long its been. I hadnt realized how "to myself" Ive been until recently and am screaming to myself "why didnt anyone tell me"!lol.

I gotta go wish I could write more. Will maybe have to do like a part two. I say that all the time and never get around to it haha.Ill try this time : )

xoxo,




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