Beauty,Life,Everything me..

Hey dolls how are you guys?!i hope all is well


Well as for right now not much is going on.its very scary outside rite now lol..its pourin cats and dogs!!earlier it was rainin like these little white balls i suppose that would be call hail..aw man i would hate 2 be out there wen tha weather is like this.well ive gotta go now i put a pizza in the oven and its time 2 chow down so i guess i was just stoppin by 2 say "hey yall hey" lmao..and i haven't forgotten about those pictures or that lil' passion of mine i said i would let you guys in on.just gettin a couple things togethere first!


Have a nice day guys and be safe luv ya dolls smooches!

hey dolls its late here but i just wanted to get sum ish off my mind!!


so i dont even know where to start lol..all i know i wanna say is that i really really dislike it when people use me and waist my time.and you (who this is about)may read this but i dont care.you're a useless person a liar and get your kicks on drinking and acting immature,and playin mind games with people who care about you.im just sayin that what people were tellin' me..everythings true..im so done with you lose my number dont' call/text and no we can't hang out!


I don't know what it is do i just attract loser guys lmao..i know i just said all that stuff up there but give me bout a wk or so 2 cool off and see if i really want this person outta my life..you know what they say don't make decisions when you're upset over something!



Anyway i just got outta tha shower and my ankles are tarin up itchin and for kno reason..i must have gotten bit by somethin..damn summer bugs got both my ankles haha..moving on how was everyones wknd?mine was pretty good.i just hung with tha gurls this wknd no boys just me and my gurls.we laid around friday nite n baked sum cookies and watched "hes just not that into you".i loved the movie it was so funny and true.however this one character was just a mess.so desperate for a man its gurl a man will cum for and be the one but until then just chill out lol.its sad that sum women really are like that tho.like they can't be by themselves.you gotta develop a hobby honey child!


So saturday was another day with me and the gurls we hung out played a few out door/indoor games.it was a nice day after the sun kinda went down cuz man that was burin a sista up haha.we went for icecream at dq i got me an oreo blizzard which btw they so ripped me off they didn't even fill it all tha way up im not goin back there(maybe).anyway i don't even know why i wanted one i don';t even like oreos hmm..lol..after me and candy redeemed ourselves by winnin the majority of the games, we watched i think its called "the great debaters" with denzel washington it was a really good movie.it had to be good it kept my attention haha..i know imma lil late on the movie but whatever..


That was pretty much ny wknd..pretty low key but it was alot of fun!and yes we took pictures ive just been so lazy lol..i will upload them soon...well im chattin with an old frind..no scratch that sister of mine so imma jet now..i had soo much i wanted to say but when i got behind the lab top it all just flew outta my head haha..i think next time im gonna introduce to you guys an old passion of mine that i used to do back in the day..what is it you say?..you're just gonna have to come back and find out..luv ya dolls nite and sleep tite smooches!

Sup dolls just here to say hey to all my readers.been kinda bizzy but i will most def be back with weekend updates and more posts.in the mean time leave a commenet in the lets-connect box and ill get back to you!you dolls enjoy your weekend and be safe later!

Hey dolls how was everyones weekend??


Mine was actually fun!so saturday we all went out and to my surprise it was the gurls who had flaked out and the boys ended up showin up to hang with me and two of my homies *hey gurl hey* lmao!its all good i beleieve we had more fun with them anyway!


We ended up playin a little bit of golfin and those damn boys are just so competive lol!yes that means i came in super last.ay nobody said i was no tiger woods ha.i have pictures from that night but its after midnight and i really dont feel like gettin up to get my camera then upload them to this pc so ill do it another day.i know lazy hu?


I told candy that i would shout sum people out who didnt show up or should i say never show up but what ever im over it lol.there is one person imparticular that iam glad they showed up.i dont know what it is that he has over me its just i can't even explain it.yes i know i said i kind of have this new guy but now all of a sudden my old i dont know i guess we can say love has just kinda popped back into my life.i thought that i had made a decision about who i wanted to be with and it wasnt him.i honestly dont know what it is but he has me now and i have signed sealed and delivered a flat out no,a relationship between you and i is not gonna happen to that well now other guy.


I know i shouldnt just throw away something that ive been workin on with someone else for this person and i dont know why i do it everytime he just wants to show back up in my life.im so confused and honestly i dont know what to do.i feel like i maybe want him because him and i have this history between eachother.i can see it like it was yesterday,the first time we meet and he slyly asked me why i didnt call him i answered with i dont have your number and then he wrote his number right there on the front of my desk! i know thats pretty lame lol but from then on i was a goner.who would have known it'd be three years later and i would have let him this close to me,this far into my feelings, and my life.


And it just frustrates me because everytime i feel like im finally gettin my life on track and i think im developin feelings for someone else,he just manages to work his way back into my life! i could just scream because i know he's not up thinkin about me as much as ive been thinkin about him, or maybe he is no scratch that its almost one am hes sleepin like a baby lol.


Oh well as usual my love life is in shambles.im gonna go now and not even try to figure this mess ive created out.o great looks whats on oxygen right now "cant buy me love"i dont even know what to say lol.on that note im gonna turn my elf back on lay back and relax.goodnight my lovely dolls luv to all *smooches*