4got 2 add in..when i get lonely look at wut cute guy i get 2 snuggle up with
college life
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hello everyone how r ya?me im not 2 shabby xcept 4 tha fact that spring break is offically over and i didnt see not one of my friends!
it seems that since ppl have gone away for college i dont have a single "real"friend!and yes i know it was my decision 2 stay back and not go away 2 skool but nstead stay here and do community college..i sumtimes i guess i just feel sorta alone..im tellin ya if it wasnt 4 my big sis i dnt think i would ever have any fun or sumone 2 talk 2..i dont wanna b bitter 2 anyonw but i guess im just a little sad..i can pretend all i want that iam ok but at tha end of tha day ima lil lonely..
maybe thats why ive opped 2 not ever get 2 close 2 anyone or feel dependant upon sumone bcuz i know wut eventually happenes....
so maybe thats wut im rechin out 4..maybe im reachin pit 4 a piece of myself that i ddint kno i was missin until now....
college life..dont be like and stay behind otherwise ull just be left n tha crowd..un-noticed..forgotten...
i guess u can say im usin this time 2 find myself..who i really am as a person...and im realisin that maybe i dont need them..as long as i have my family and God on my side ill b ok without them..i mean how hard is it 2 pick up a phone n check in with sumone..its not brain surgery..its called being a friend....but still i get lonely every now and then....
well til'next time..
just here 2 say...
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hello everyone!
so today my lil nephew turned 2 yay everyone clap!so 2 celebrate everyone went out 2 eat at apple bes(hes havin a bday party this wknd!)anyway so b4 we could even make it there my mother starts gettin on my nerves!i mean it wasnt even like anything serious its just that i hold so much in that wen tha littlest thing pisses me off i just wanna blow up o yell.so im trynin 2 keep my cool n she just keeps botherin me so of course im gona have sumthin smart 2 say n she has tha nerve 2 tell me that im gettin on her nerves!wut...wait..old up a sec..aint u been tha 1 messin with me since u got home now all of a sudden im gettin on yo nerves back that up a sec b4 she tart trippin again..anyways someone says sumthin 2 her n shes like if she keep actin like this she wont get no bday party next wk..im like wutever bump all that i aint want tha last 3 u threw me i just showed up...party or no party it doesnt really matter 2 me bcuz everyone who knows me know that i stay 2 myself becuz its peaceful and i dont have 2 worry about sum1 naggin at me or idk wut my problem is im just kinda dealin with alot and its like noone can see that sumthings off with me....its like im missin a huge part of me and i dont kno wut that part is..maybe if i can figure out wut that part is then mayb i wont b so quick 2 snap at ppl over tha dumbest things
anyways this house is freakin huge and tese kids cum follow me all tha way down stairs n2 tha computer room!...maybe thats wut my problem is i need time and space for me.....
happy bday lil nephew i love you very much!
o wut a day...
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omg!!im sorry i havent been here n awhile 2 update yall on things ive just been xtremely lazy no lie lol..so anyways 2day i had my sisters dog while shes been at work n has not called ne1 2 say wen she cumn 2 get him..u know wut im not gona go there..so i got up n got him outa his kennel n put em outside no prob bout 30 mins later he wants 2 go out again no prob 5 mins later he wants 2 go out n im like man im trynna watch tv n u keep makin me hop up n down 2 let u out so i dont let em out...i go upstairs 2 wash dishes n he follows..so about a couple days he deicides hes gona b a man n strt peein with his leg up...hmm....so 2day he walks his narrow ass upstairs n lifts his leg up n pees on mamas lovely new white double door ice box how lovely bad ass..im tellin u she better hurry up n cum get him b4 i get n my car..no wait her cars n tha shop so she has mines..well w/e b4 i get n sum1s car n drop him around tha corner at sum1s chinesse resturant lmao naw im jp hes 2 beautiful n percious 4 that..but hes still a bad ass lol..well ima get on up outa here b4 he decides hes gonna chew on sum carpet on pee on my mink..then his ass would really b sumbodies dinner lol..catch yallz lataz n njoy yallz spring break..im sure not but ill tell yall all bout that sumotha day!!!
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